Lessons well learned

 Some days I wonder about some women. It just seems there always want a pretty boy.  I thought personality would count and what on the inside of person not on the outside.  I been single for  few years.  Are there any decent women out there that are available for a great time. I am very caring person who is very outgoing at times. Does anybody else have any better ideas to attract women. I tried to date a school teacher, but i wasn't one of her best students, from college. I can be very wild times.

Is there true love out there

I been wondering if I will ever beable to find my true love at all.  This is another year without a valentine but it seems it the way it has to be.  Is it bad that I decided to move to a different place.  I'm not running I don't think I just need a change and a new start.  I am definitely affraid of being alone for the rest of my life.  This is what i do not want. I want to be able to grow old with someone.

Life challenges for today

It did happen she broke up with me tonight. My phone died while i was at worked so i wasn't able to answer my phone, I called her soon as i got back to town she didn't answer her phone. So she accuses me of cheating on her which i would never do. I tried to explain to her where i was at and i even had proof where i was at, she didn't believe me. It her lost not mine. It just hard let the two boys go that i truly do care about they were like my sons. It just one of the days.  Someday I hope happiness will come and maybe family of my own

just another one of the days

Is it normal for someone that you are with to sleep all day and when you try to give you a kiss there i just right being a bitch to you.  I am seriously thinking about running away from it all it that not a good sign.  I not always going to wait around tell she wants to go somewhere.  It seems like I'm the maid around the house she don't do any fucking cleaning the kids haven't did any chores at all lately.  I guess one has, her daughter doesn't do any fucking chores at all.  I don't want to be the maid, i do all the fucking cooking ask my girlfriend once to cook last week and she said she not going to I had to.  Maybe i should get on a regional gang and be gone all the time. all of sudden  she always wants to go out with the girls and call and girls night out, but when i wan't to go out with her she don't want to go with me.  Is it a bad thing if i decide to break it off with her about getting married and going our seperate ways. She don't tease me or anything i have to be the one that is always assertive. Can someone please give me some good advice what to do. thanks

another question about relationships

I've never been good with relationships at all. Is it normal for all of a sudden that she wants girls night out, but everytime i want to go out she don't want to go anywhere with me.  I don't think that is normal is it.  I know the councilor said that there is nights where it should be couples night just not single nights.  Something just don't seem right I just can't figure it out yet. does any body of any ideas.

looking for advice in a relationship

I got divorce this last March was the finalization of the divorce decree. I meet this nice wonderful lady fun to be around with at first. and we spend alot of time together did things together. Latley last few months she been sleeping more and spending less time with me I proposed to her last night she said yes, but  she got mad at me because i haven't told my family that i proposed to her. I tried to explain to her i will tell my family when i get there, but she just right nasty to me today. is this a good sign or not if i should go through with it or not i love her alot and her kids to, but if all she going to do is get crabby with me and sleep all the time i don't think it is worth is it. I just would like some advice about this issue.  Is it bad to be engaged for a year and set a date for it or not,  Am I moving to fast i don't know anymore.  I also feel like i'm the only one putting and effort into this relationship lately.